(a)marah

kmrn abis ngbrl2 sm seorang tmn, hmm, mgkn lebih tepatnya dgrin dia curhat. kirain tentang percintaan, yaa standar lah ya. tp ternyata dia malah curhat ttg persahabatan. hmm, hal yg mnrt gw udh jarang dibahas aja, abis biasanya klo lo dan sahabat lo udh sahabatan lama, you both have already known how to deal with any problem in your friendship. hm, dia crt ada sahabatnya yg ngambek sm dia krn ada kaitannya dg masalah percintaan. menurut si tmn gw itu, biasanya sahabatnya emg kdg2 ngambek, tp yg ini siy ktnya terlama dan terparah.

hmm, then i asked my friend to tell me about the details why it happened. yaa stlh diceritain, gw siy mikirnya si sahabatnya ga bener2 marah atau gimana2, hm, tipikal cewek aja, yg kadang lbh milih buat diem dan ngambek dibanding hrs crt apa yg sbnrnya ada di benak mrk. berharap klo si sahabat (cowok)nya bisa nebak2 dan nyimpulin sndr knp dia ngambek, trus minta maaf atau ngasi penjelasan. mgkn si cewek ga maksud buat ngambek atau marah, dia cm gamau aja si sahabat cowoknya itu knp2 cm gara2 urusan percintaan. yaa saking carenya sm si sahabat, dia akhirnya malah jd kesel sndr, yauda deh jd ngambek.

gw mikir kyk gt bkn tanpa alasan. soalnya, me as a girl sometimes did that too. baru2 ini si sahabat jg lg knp2 sm pacarnya. krn satu dan lain hal, gw suka geregetan sndr sm dia. abis kyknya pasrah sekali ya. i’m actually sure that my friend has own reasons to act like that, somehow i do choose to be a pasrahan person, tapi kmrn2 itu agak ga pas aja. geregetan sndr aja liat dia jd gloomy, sedih2an, dan kyknya capek gitu mukanya gara2 kebanyakan pikiran.

mgkn alasan itu yg kdg bikin cewek2 suka ngambek2 sndr sm sahabat cowoknya. kdg hal2 kyk gt dianggep simple sm cowok, tp cewek kan kdg2 lbh peka, dan keseringan pake perasaan, jd deh mrk bs ngambek gara2 hal kecil. atau mgkn krn si sahabat ngebatalin janji, atau dia merasa si sahabat ga pernah ngajak jalan2, atau bahkan (sedikit) jealous krn si sahabat udh pnya kehidupan percintaan atau kesibukan lain yg akhirnya bikin dia merasa tersisih alias dinomerduakan. cm mrk gengsi aja blg gt, makanya deh misuh2 sendiri.

tp namanya jg cewek. dg permintaan maaf serta bujuk rayu buat ga ngulangin lg, biasanya siy bisa luluh. lagipula masa siy marah beneran sm sahabat sendiri dan mana bisa siy marah lama2 sm org penting yg slalu ada dan siap buat kita anytime anywhere. ya kan?

universe

dear H,

i was just wondering about what we were talking about tonight and several days ago. here are some analogies which pop-up from our mind about you-know-what topic we always discussed lately.

“bumi hrs mengitari matahari. coba bayangin klo bumi ga lg mengitari matahari”

“hrsnya kyk sesama planet aja, jd ga saling mengitari, tp berputar beriringan”

then i suddenly thought, that’s nature and that’s how it should happen. on the other hand, what are we? we are human. we have something whether those planets don’t, something we called it heart.

then i remembered about ‘chance’. every person gets one best chance, and every person deserves a second chance. just dont miss it, or let it go without any effort.

hmm, then forgiveness thingy also comes to my mind. forgive to be forgiven. yapp just like the old quotes: treat others just like the way you want others to treat you.

everyone has their own version of happiness. that makes people dont always get what they want, because happiness comes with so many different ways and forms. however, you’ll know when it comes to you one day. so do i. then you dont have to worry that much, hm? i’ll always be fine.

p.s.: this is just a short message for you, H. think about it and follow your heart, okay? i’ll be here to listen, and always ready to catch you just in case you will fall down. just like i said before, it’s only a short message for one of the most important people in my life, who deserves every single happiness in this universe. anyway, i believe you can do it!! semangattt!  5,9 is no big deal right? hehehe

-W-