wishes list-several things i (recently) want part II

postingan kali ini terinspirasi dari postingan saya terdahulu yg ternyata saya buat di bulan desember tahun lalu (2008), berarti tepat satu tahun dari sekarang. hmm, saya mulai berpikir utk membuat kegiatan menulis wishes list menjadi ritual tahunan saya. yaa siapa tahu bisa memotivasi saya untuk menabung atau mewujudkan semua yg ada di daftar ini. untuk tetap menjunjung tinggi keadilan, saya tdk akan menulis angkat urut pada setiap benda/kegiatan yang menjadi wishes saya. semua saya inginkan dan semua saya harapkan menjadi kenyataan. okay, here they are:

weekend: simple, I want to meet someone this weekend, next weekend, the weekend after, hmm, every weekend. no need further explanation, I guess. thus, I want this weekend to come faster (ga bisa siy, tp gpp lah yaa biar ga kerasa lamanya). bagaimana dengan anda, senor?

job: wow! yg ini msh harap2 cemas proses menunggunya. hmm, ingin sekali punya penghasilan sendiri dan ga perlu minta uang jajan lg ke mama papa. oooh dan saya mulai keseringan mager, wahh gawattt si berat badan pasti ikut2an naik jg. mungkin kata2 hoping for the best preparing for the worst sangat cocok utk situasi saat ini. *fingercross*

holidays with family: yaa walaupun every day is a holiday for me right now, me still want to go on vacation with my lovely mom, dad, and brother. sbnrnya ada rencana buat januari taun depan ini, semoga bisa terwujud, amiiin. sudah lama tdk jalan2 jauh sekeluarga, hmm, eh terakhir bulan agustus kmrn deng sbnrnya, tp itu sekalian beribadah. anyway, yeaaay! holidaaay! *woot*

good hair means good mood: rasanya sudah berabad-abad saya tidak melakukan perawatan rambut di salon. terakhir kali ke salon, hmm, waktu wisuda. itu jg bukan untuk perawatan tapi untuk “perusakan” demi tampil berbeda dan cantik di malam syukuran dan hari wisuda. jadi saya ingin sekali pergi ke salon utk creambath dan merapikan rambut saya yg sudah mulai bercabang-menyebalkan-karena-ujung-rambut-saya-jd-orens-gajelas. ooh dan klo sempet saya ingin facial juga, demi wajah yg lebih cerah, bersinar, dan sedap dipandang.

new year’s eve: yapp tdk terasa skrg sudah mendekati akhir tahun 2009, yg berarti akan ada perayaan berakhirnya masa jaya 2009 untuk menyambut kehadiran 2010. malam tahun baru kali ini mgkn akan kembali saya lewatkan bersama teman2, tapi sepertinya beda dengan geng tahun lalu (eaaa macam anak SMA labil aja nyebutnya geng). hmm, tp entah kenapa tahun ini saya ingin sekali melihat kembang api.

gladiator heels: i don’t know for sure why I want this shoes. let’s say, I just suddenly want it.

kindergarten teacher: uh ooh, I always like kids. their white “tembem” cheeks, their cute smiles, their tiny body, their innocent faces, etc. woow! that’s the reason why I also always want to be a kindergarten teacher. yapp yapp to get closer with all those cute kids!

last but not least, madrid!: hahaha okay this one is long term wish, I think. yaiyalaaah, emgnya sini punya pohon duit bisa langsung jalan2 ke madrid kyk jalan2 ke mall. jadi, mari menabung untuk madrid kapan2 (entah kapan)!

p.s. sekian wishes list saya taun ini. jumlahnya mgkn terlihat tdk banyak, but trust me what you read is only a tip of an iceberg. artinya, saya sbnrnya banyak mau. hohoho. oiya, sdkt review utk wishes taun lalu. semuanya tercapai, kecuali nomer 1 itupun bukan bnr2 tdk tercapai, cuma beda merk dan tipe aja. heey, bahkan yg nomer 8 jg tercapai lho. *big grin*

blank pages for some new stories

howdy! we meet again. it’s been a looong time since i wrote the last post about my best friend. hasil riset yang saya lakukan sendiri telah berhasil membuktikan bahwa TA telah berhasil membuat mood menulis saya turun drastis tanpa adanya tanda-tanda untuk kembali ke titik normal. mungkin riset saya terdengar tidak valid *yaiyalah, samplenya saya doang*, tp tdk apa2. riset itu cukup valid kok untuk saya sendiri. lalu kenapa saya kembali menulis? hmm, saya menganggap kembalinya saya menulis sebagai suatu tuntutan kondisi. okay, singkat cerita, stlh lulus saya memang blm diterima bekerja di mana2. tp saya tidak berkecil hati. mencari pekerjaan itu menurut saya sama saja seperti mencari pasangan. jd yaa cocok2an, hoki2an, jodoh2an, dan yaa rejeki2an. kuncinya mesti berusaha tp ttp diiringi dengan bersabar dan percaya klo rejeki dan jodoh itu di tangan Tuhan. *okay saya mulai sok bijak*. hmm,intinya, saya masih menikmati masa2 “pengangguran-banyak-acara” saya, jadi mari menulis lagi.

baiklah, cukup sudah kata pengantarnya. mari kembali ke gaya menulis semula. di postingan pertama setelah berbulan-bulan ga ngepost ini, gw akan sdkt mereview kejadian di bbrp bulan belakangan smpe sekarang. intinya (lagi), sdh cukup banyak kejadian yang menyenangkan atau kurang menyenangkan atau tidak menyenangkan sm sekali sejak bulan juni (postingan terakhir) smpe bulan desember ini. nanti lah yaa dikit2 gw bahas di postingan2 berikutnya. skrg udh terlalu siang, gw harus siap2 ke gambir. yaap, debby prazna okky akan dtg ke jkt. kenapa okky ke jkt? krn besok kami akan ke bdg untuk liburan sekaligus Gengmu Reunion.

hmm, segitu dlu lah yaa. doakan saja mood menulis saya seperti ini terus, jd bsk2 saya akan ngepost dg gambar2 yang jauh lebih seru.

universe

dear H,

i was just wondering about what we were talking about tonight and several days ago. here are some analogies which pop-up from our mind about you-know-what topic we always discussed lately.

“bumi hrs mengitari matahari. coba bayangin klo bumi ga lg mengitari matahari”

“hrsnya kyk sesama planet aja, jd ga saling mengitari, tp berputar beriringan”

then i suddenly thought, that’s nature and that’s how it should happen. on the other hand, what are we? we are human. we have something whether those planets don’t, something we called it heart.

then i remembered about ‘chance’. every person gets one best chance, and every person deserves a second chance. just dont miss it, or let it go without any effort.

hmm, then forgiveness thingy also comes to my mind. forgive to be forgiven. yapp just like the old quotes: treat others just like the way you want others to treat you.

everyone has their own version of happiness. that makes people dont always get what they want, because happiness comes with so many different ways and forms. however, you’ll know when it comes to you one day. so do i. then you dont have to worry that much, hm? i’ll always be fine.

p.s.: this is just a short message for you, H. think about it and follow your heart, okay? i’ll be here to listen, and always ready to catch you just in case you will fall down. just like i said before, it’s only a short message for one of the most important people in my life, who deserves every single happiness in this universe. anyway, i believe you can do it!! semangattt!  5,9 is no big deal right? hehehe

-W-

it is called colorgenic

*terinspirasi dari blog irsyad. harusnya dicoba sejak long weekend kmrn di jkt. tp laptop si papa ga bs mengakses*

it is called ColorGenic.

Name: dilla
Date: 5/19/2009
Colorgenics Number: 14523607

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You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back… so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.

You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn’t worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace… no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don’t want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for ‘them’ to get on with it – and to leave you alone.

*sebagian besar, benar adanya. sebagian lagi nyerempet2 dikit. hmmhmm*

ps. tp kok hasil yg kamu panjang banget siy, H?

lift me high, throw me to the ground.

some words, in one sentence.

describe all, describe everything.

is it the reason behind your presence?

yapp at least that’s what i’m thinking.

ABCDEFGHIJKL

A girl met a boy at one place, one day

Boy whom she didn’t know in any way

Conversation starts after the meeting

Day by day it continues into late night talking

Every time they laugh, every time they share

For anything silly, wonderful, or even the nightmare

Going every where they want, just to spend some more time

Hoping each other will be complete in a rhyme

It is the story when a girl met a boy at one place, one day

Just wondering will it happen to me someday?

Key to find my own prince charming

Let’s wait, let’s see, and  let’s just sing

late night thingy (ies)

a few basic rules: hmm, should I re-write the rules? okay, it’s actually the same with the one on my Facebook notes. you have to answer the questions with the pictures in Google Image, buuut this time you should find the picture in Flickr. easy, huh? ooh, and give some brief explanation below your pictures *Burung did*. one more thing, you can customize the question by the way *(again) Burung did* LOL

lets start then.  here we go:

Age of my next birthday

oh my God, it’ll be 21! I am getting older.  ktnya siy klo umurnya udh 21, udh legal ngapa2in. *emg mau ngapain?*

Place (s) I’d like to travel to

LONDON – this is my dream city. I don’t know why, I always really want to go there, someday.

PRAGUE – sejak baca novel Love in Praha, gw slalu ngimpi pengen ke Praha. thanks to Riheam yg udh menggambarkannya dg sangat indah di novel itu.

LISBON – someone said that the famous food of this city – called Pasteis de Belem – was very delicious. maybe I should go there and try it. *jauuuh banget!* LOL

Favorite place (s)

my room – enak aja di kamar, bs baca buku, tdr, ngayal, nulis, bahkan nangis. however, can somebody give me this kind of room? hehehe

book store – I just can’t describe how much I LOVE to be at the book store.

theme park – dr dlu gw slalu suka ke theme park. even ga bs keliling dan naik smua wahana, at least i must try the most famous and/or thrill one. msh obsessed buat berkunjung ke bbrp theme park negara tetangga. wanna join, anyone?

Favorite food

hot chocolate – iyaiya, tau kok klo ini minuman. hmmm, gw suka banget minum hot chocolate. sweetened and calmed my mood.

cookies – love it love LOVE IT! hehehe

Favorite thing (s)

the more books to read, the better.

RAINBOW – i like rainy day (not the one with the storm), thus i really like rainbow. dlu waktu kecil, gw slalu berpikir klo pelangi itu jembatan buat para bidadari klo mereka lg turun dr kayangan.

can I call them, hmm, things? ooh whatever it named, I do love kids!!

Favorite color

blue - just love it and this color really represents my characters, I think.

I was born at

Aceh sayang, Aceh malang.

Nickname (s)

buddy – this is a nickname from Denis. we were buddy for the POB lecture in the first year (3rd semester). then that nickname had become a habit, thus we still use it until now. ooh I also use this nickname to call Denis, anyway.

haha Dilla is my daily nickname. I actually have some nicknames. nanny (thanks to anak2 kecil keluarga mafioso *soo last several years, huh?*), memew (thanks to karin), dillita (thanks to saby), teamate (thanks to yoshee), gloomy (thanks to nissa), dil*o (euuuw, not thanks to you primo. hahaha bcanda), and armadillo (thanks to ryan), neng dilla manis (thanks to irsyad), mbak dill (thanks to rizky, dika, bimbi), kak La (thanks to my dearest brother, haha dasar ibef), corporAnt secretary (thanks to superANTs!).

Hobby (ies)

reading – sejak kecil udh suka banget sm yg namanya baca buku. hmm, mau sambil duduk, sambil tiduran, bahkan di mobil. dlu malah mesti baca sambil makan. hehehe jenis bukunya jg macem2 mulai dr komik (gw suka bgt baca komik Conan, Doraemon, Kungfu Boy, Salad Days, etc. – dan bbrp komik msh gw baca smpe skrg) smpe novel2 tebel yg bisa dipake buat nimpuk maling. ooh, but I’m allergic to any buku pelajaran atau kuliah. haha

listening to others’ story (baca: curhatan, uneg2, keluh kesah, senang2 – name it. smua deh pokoknya). awalnya biasa aja, lama2 jd hobi dan mgkn akan segera dijadikan profesi. hahaha

doing the saman dance – udh nari dr SMA dan kmrn tarian ini yg bikin gw (akhirnya) keliling ke bbrp negara di Eropa. still like it so much, dan skrg kangen nari lg.

My college

School of Business and Management – SBM ITB lah ya tepatnya. the place where I learned a lot about almost everything.

Name of my love

hahahahahaha tdnya mau gw ilangin pertanyaan yg ini, tp kyknya seru aja klo tetep dipajang. I actually don’t know who he is, but he must be wearing a glasses. anyone knows? LOL

Bad habit

kadang2 gw suka kebanyakan mikir yg ga perlu. bukannya nemu jawaban, kebanyakan malah tambah bikin ribet.

akhirnya kelar jg. sekian.

“you are Red Tiger”

You are Red Tiger who is friendly and cheerful person.

You tend to be straight forward, and are kind and generous to others.

Generally speaking you are philanthropist, and you possess feminine attraction that makes men turn around.

When you are young, you have gentle and pure atmosphere, but as you get older, you start to show individuality.

Your personality will turn into someone who likes taking care of people, tolerant, and bold.

Unlike your friendly outlook, you have rational mind, and can even observe your parent objectively and coolly.

You don’t like to be adventurous, and prefer to lead consistent life. But you hold great ideals.

You don’t try to act actively, and keeps your own pace.

You are not influenced by emotions, and can live life with perseverance.

Your weakness is that you tend to be inconsistent and lack responsibility.

You can stand on top of people and look after the others.

You have great talent in making the atmosphere lively and cheerful.

You dislike being given instructions and told what to do.

After getting married you will create a warm family, but you will still like to work outside too.

wishes list-several things i (recently) want

terinspirasi dari blog Friska ttg christmas wish listnya. hmm, tiba2 gw terpikir klo gw jg lg pgn bbrp hal. here we go:

1. new handphone-for specific i want nokia 5800 express music. i dont know, i just want it since the first time i saw the picture. hehehe ooh i think this is a euphoria, too.

2. HOLIDAYS!! oooh how i really want to have some vacation with my lovely family. ke maanaa gitu. hm, tiba2 pgn ke thailand atau india atau jepang. oooh actually i really want to go to London. hahaha

3. books, books, books. yapp BOOKS!!-especially The Tales of Beedle the Bard (just like friska) and Twilight trilogy. woow itu buku akhirnya terbit jg. tp kyknya nunggu yg terjemahan aja, males mikir dua kali klo beli yg asli. hehe klo yg trilogi, sejak nntn film Twilight, gw jd penasaran sm bukunya. ok, i’ll buy the books soon.

4. shopping! entah kenapa gw lg pgn banget blanja. baju, sepatu, jaket, syal, apa aja deh. kapan ya?

5. nonton gossip girls season 2. ini sepertinya sangat mudah dilakukan, tp ternyata nggak jg. tiap pulang ke jkt, gw slalu ga sempet ngelanjutin nntn GG. nah klo di bdg, lbh ga sempet lg. ditambah laptop gw yg ga bs dipake buat nyetel CD. ckckck

6. watch my brother’s band (named Project Three)  show. aah udh lama gw ga nntn adek gw manggung. bahkan sore ini pun gw ga dateng. abisan jauh di kelapa gading dan tiba2 gw amat sangat pengen tidur2an aja di rumah.  duuh next time deh ya, feb.

7. free from assignments. no CF take home quiz, no PKN paper, no kolokium preparation, NOOO!! huhuhu yaa smoga smuanya cepat berlalu. oooh good luck for all 2009 with the kolokium and final exam. we can do it!!

8. last but not least, hmmm, ‘menyusul’ okky atau dani mungkin? hahahahhahaaha

euphoria!!

klo mnrt situs pintar wikipedia: Euphoria (emotion), a state of very intense happiness and feelings of well-being.

klo mnrt yoshee: euphoria itu kesenangan yg heboh.

klo mnrt kamus virtual sederet.com: euphoria – - gembira, bahagia.

klo mnrt kamusonline.web.id: euphoria – - senang dan bahagia.

klo gw, lbh suka menyebut euphoria itu sbg kesenangan yg berlebihan dan biasa terjadi karna kepengaruh sm lingkungan sekitar. mgkn ikut2an karna sekitarnya seneng, atau yaa sebaliknya, karna lg seneng jdnya mempengaruhi lingkungan sekitar.

klo gw dan burung, lbh menganggap euphoria itu keadaan di mana lo tiba2 nyesel karna lo kmrn2 terlalu senang dan excited akan suatu hal. ga kyk gt siy klo di kamus, tp gpp deh. lucu aja nyebut euphoria utk keadaan kyk gt. hehe

jadi sbnrnya apa ya yg menggambarkan euphoria secara tepat?

baru2 ini gw merasakan euphoria versi gw dan burung.

skrg gw takut kena euphoria lg. aaakh!!